Whiplash

Beta at 11dp3dt = 13.

Stay on meds, repeat beta on Thursday, blah, blah, thisissoooonotgood, blah, blah.

Baby Me old shit, different cycle.

*sigh*

53 Comments

  1. journey to junior(ette) on February 3, 2009 at 1:13 pm

    no. no no no. wow.



  2. Shea on February 3, 2009 at 1:15 pm

    Oh Moxie! I’m so sorry. Hang in there – all of you!



  3. Yvonne on February 3, 2009 at 1:19 pm

    Oh no man! 🙁
    So sorry 🙁 🙁



  4. fiddle1 on February 3, 2009 at 1:23 pm

    Oh, I am so, so sorry to see this! what a bunch of CRAP.



  5. Kathy on February 3, 2009 at 1:39 pm

    I am so sorry Moxie and Chance. My heart sank when I read your post just now. This really sucks. I was hoping and praying hard for different news today. (((HUGS)))



  6. girlh on February 3, 2009 at 1:43 pm

    Moxie & Chance…there are no words for this moment.
    Shaking my fist at the Universe for you both.



  7. Former IM on February 3, 2009 at 3:20 pm

    I’m so sorry. I was really expecting different news.



  8. tash on February 3, 2009 at 4:22 pm

    Shit. Shit. Shit.
    I’m going to strip naked and play in traffic in order to distract the universe. Give me a few minutes.
    Thinking of you both. Ugh. So sorry.



  9. Alicia Millis on February 3, 2009 at 4:23 pm

    oh no. hugs. so sorry hun, and so sorry for chance.



  10. k@lakly on February 3, 2009 at 4:48 pm

    I’m not hip to all the numbers and abbrev.s but I can glean, using my suberb brain de minimus, that the news today wasn’t good. Fuck.
    I’ll go out with Tash, see if that helps. It’ll scare the shit out of somebody, of that I am sure.
    xxoo



  11. katedaphne on February 3, 2009 at 5:16 pm

    Dang. But I know a perfectly healthy toddler whose first beat was 14, so I’ll wait until the second beta before losing all hope. However, I understand the place you are in. Take care, and hugs.



  12. Calliope on February 3, 2009 at 5:19 pm

    fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
    Chance & Moxie- I wish I could shove my body through my computer monitor and hold both of your hands as you wait for the repeat. & I am hoping like a MOFO that the tide turns and things go UP.
    LOVE YOU



  13. charmedgirl on February 3, 2009 at 5:22 pm

    i can’t fucking believe this…i really can’t. i didn’t think my week could get any worse.



  14. Mrs. X on February 3, 2009 at 5:22 pm

    Oh, no, no, no. My heart sunk when I read this. All my best to you and to Chance and I hope that there is a little rainbow around here somewhere for you both.



  15. Angry IF on February 3, 2009 at 5:30 pm

    Oh no. We are all waiting here with you both.



  16. Nikki on February 3, 2009 at 5:34 pm

    Oh no! NO NO NO!! Fingers crossed – good luck – I hope this turns into a miracle somehow.



  17. PJ on February 3, 2009 at 5:42 pm

    That’s quite the unlucky number. I’m so sorry.
    Those were some extremely sensitive pee sticks, huh?



  18. Betty M on February 3, 2009 at 6:05 pm

    Bollocks. Sighing with you and Chance.



  19. chicklet on February 3, 2009 at 6:08 pm

    Moxie and Chance, gawd. That just sucks.



  20. My Reality on February 3, 2009 at 6:14 pm

    FuckFuckFuckFuckFuck.



  21. Shelli on February 3, 2009 at 6:15 pm

    ugh, I know that feeling so well unfortunately. This broke my heart reading this. Thinking of you all.



  22. Shawna on February 3, 2009 at 6:35 pm

    oh man. there are just no words to express the disappointment that I feel for all of you. I can’t imagine how you and Chance and Apollo are feeling. sending Hugs!



  23. Laura on February 3, 2009 at 6:36 pm

    🙁 so sorry. Praying for you all.



  24. JuliaKB on February 3, 2009 at 6:45 pm

    I am with the fuckfuckfuck sentiment. But also going to do the Tash traffic thing until Thursday. Just in case this is one of those slow-starting ones…



  25. Cindy on February 3, 2009 at 6:50 pm

    Craaaaaap. Waiting with you and everyone else.



  26. Danielle on February 3, 2009 at 7:03 pm

    OH FUCK! That sucks! *to say the least* I’m so sorry, sweetie! I’m thinking about you and Chance and sending you tons of love! (((HUGS))) to EVERYONE!



  27. jess on February 3, 2009 at 7:23 pm

    *hugs* I’m praying for you guys.



  28. WhichBox on February 3, 2009 at 7:35 pm

    Shit. I’m going with he shaking fist at universe. And still holding my breath for a late bloomer? That’s still possible?



  29. Amber on February 3, 2009 at 7:39 pm

    Shit. Shit shit shit. Damn it all to hell. Shit.



  30. k77 on February 3, 2009 at 8:29 pm

    Fuck. Maybe a slow starter? Am holding out hope anyway.



  31. Sandi on February 3, 2009 at 8:44 pm

    SHIT!



  32. Amy on February 3, 2009 at 9:03 pm

    Sh*t. F^ck.
    I don’t know what else to say other than I’m hoping for a miracle for you both.



  33. Soralis on February 3, 2009 at 11:56 pm

    Sorry to hear… good luck



  34. Kristin on February 4, 2009 at 12:18 am

    Well fuckitall…that is not the news I was hoping to see. God I wish I could be there for both of you.



  35. SCY on February 4, 2009 at 1:39 am

    I’m sorry, hoping that the repeat brings better news.
    xxx



  36. anymommy on February 4, 2009 at 3:02 am

    I just want to run down to you all and make this somehow not true. I don’t know these numbers either, but I can tell that it’s not good and that there is a tiny hope still. You’ll be in every thought I have between now and Thursday. Love. A huge hug.
    Stacey



  37. Intending To Be Parents on February 4, 2009 at 8:35 am

    I’m so, so sorry 🙁 This really sucks 🙁



  38. erin on February 4, 2009 at 9:56 am

    Ugh…Sorry hon. Thinking about you all.



  39. sara on February 4, 2009 at 11:53 am

    I’m keeping myself positive for you and keeping all of you guys in my thoughts and prayers but I have to say a little…Fuck Fuck Fuck. Why do good people like the two of you have to go through added stress…lots of hugs to you



  40. Gabriella on February 4, 2009 at 12:17 pm

    I for one am not willing to give up the positive vibes. I have known others with a 5 beta who went on to have a healthy baby. Isn’t anything over 5 supposed to be something positive? As someone else said it is more to do with the doubling and length of time. Sending positive thoughts and optimism your way.



  41. Jen on February 4, 2009 at 1:19 pm

    Fudge fuck fuck… Sending you lots of hugs.



  42. Lori in Denver on February 4, 2009 at 2:13 pm

    Abiding with you both.



  43. Photogrl on February 4, 2009 at 7:54 pm

    No! Big hugs for you and Chance.



  44. Cara on February 4, 2009 at 8:00 pm

    I can’t dance naked in the street because I’m going to just hold my breath for you. Waiting and hoping and shaking fists at the same time! ((hugs))



  45. clare on February 4, 2009 at 10:39 pm

    oh shit.. hope the number magically turn for you two!



  46. Elizabeth on February 5, 2009 at 9:50 am

    I’m so sorry.



  47. Lesha on February 5, 2009 at 10:00 am

    I’m sorry things aren’t looking good at this point. I’ll admit I don’t know much about the numbers, but I’m holding my breath for you all.



  48. wcugrad07@hotmail.com on February 5, 2009 at 12:01 pm

    Here via Niobe. This sucks. Truly. Hoping for the best for all of you.



  49. Furrow on February 5, 2009 at 3:16 pm

    dang. if memory serves me correct, that sucks. but I’ll hang with the optimists and keep my fingers crossed.



  50. Sarah on February 5, 2009 at 6:51 pm

    I don’t understand, but I do get the gist…. so sorry!! I will be hoping for better news for you both! Niobe sent me 🙂



  51. Amelie on February 6, 2009 at 10:18 am

    Ugh, I’m sorry. Thinking of you.



  52. fatty on February 9, 2009 at 5:55 pm

    I’m sorry. Will be praying for a miracle for you.



  53. Gal on February 9, 2009 at 8:00 pm

    Thinking only the best possible thoughts. And lots of deep breaths.