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  1. tash on May 25, 2009 at 12:21 pm

    Oh fuck.
    fuck.
    I’m a soggy mess. Love to all of you. I just hurt.



  2. Trish K on May 25, 2009 at 12:22 pm

    oh Moxie, i’m so sorry! this sucks



  3. Lori in Denver on May 25, 2009 at 12:26 pm

    Oh, so so so so sad to hear this.
    Holding all of you in my thoughts and prayers.
    {{{{{{{Moxie and Chance}}}}}}}}



  4. Alicia Millis on May 25, 2009 at 12:29 pm

    oh no oh no! I am so sorry to hear this. tons of prayers your and chance’s way HUGS



  5. Nikki on May 25, 2009 at 12:32 pm

    (((hugs))) so so sorry! Damn it!



  6. Calliope on May 25, 2009 at 12:33 pm

    oh honey
    I can not find words.



  7. charmedgirl on May 25, 2009 at 12:36 pm

    you have got to be fucking kidding me.
    FUCK.
    i’m so so sorry you guys. jesus christ.



  8. brown-eyed-girl on May 25, 2009 at 12:42 pm

    OH NO!! Damit! That’s just not right (or fair!).
    **MANY HUGS**



  9. Liv on May 25, 2009 at 12:42 pm

    Oh, no! I’m terribly sorry for all you guys Moxie. I’ll be thinking about you. Many hugs.



  10. kris on May 25, 2009 at 12:43 pm

    Son of a bitch… I’m so sorry.



  11. luna on May 25, 2009 at 12:47 pm

    oh fuck, kym, I’m so sorry for all of you, chance and apollo especially. thinking of you all. this sucks.



  12. Melissia on May 25, 2009 at 12:50 pm

    I am so sorry. Holding you all in my hearts. This is just so wrong.



  13. My Reality on May 25, 2009 at 12:55 pm

    FuckFuckFuckFuckFuck.
    I am so sorry.
    Fuck.



  14. Mel on May 25, 2009 at 1:11 pm

    Moxie and Chance, I am so so so sorry.



  15. k@lakly on May 25, 2009 at 1:17 pm

    FUCK. My heart is crushed for you. This just isn’t how it was supposed to end.
    xxoo



  16. Sandi on May 25, 2009 at 1:30 pm

    Oh shit! I am so sorry. I know this damn feeling all to well! I HATE IT!



  17. anymommy on May 25, 2009 at 1:31 pm

    Oh god. I just burst into tears when this came into my reader. I am so sorry. Moxie, Chance, Apollo, Frank, I am so very, very sorry.



  18. Coggy on May 25, 2009 at 1:44 pm

    I’m so sorry. I… don’t have enough words.
    Just gutted and in tears.
    My love to you all. This is SO FUCKING UNFAIR.



  19. Becky on May 25, 2009 at 1:45 pm

    Shit. I’m so, so sorry.



  20. staciet on May 25, 2009 at 1:47 pm

    I am just so sorry for you all. So, so sorry.



  21. dawn on May 25, 2009 at 1:59 pm

    I am so sorry, nothing else fits.



  22. Fiddle1 on May 25, 2009 at 2:01 pm

    I’m so very sorry.



  23. Mya on May 25, 2009 at 2:03 pm

    Moxie, Chance, Apollo, I’m so very, very sorry.



  24. Pam on May 25, 2009 at 2:06 pm

    Crap, crap, crap. I’m so sorry.



  25. Katie on May 25, 2009 at 2:06 pm

    Oh Moxie I am so sorry!



  26. H on May 25, 2009 at 2:18 pm

    Damn. Damn. Damn. I am so sorry.



  27. Andrea on May 25, 2009 at 2:28 pm

    This is awful. I am so very sorry for you all.



  28. PJ on May 25, 2009 at 2:52 pm

    So NOT what I was hoping for you. I’m sorry.



  29. Melissa on May 25, 2009 at 3:14 pm

    i am so, so sorry.
    fuck balls.



  30. Mer on May 25, 2009 at 3:15 pm

    I am SO sorry to read that things have turned out like this. Like others have said, this isn’t how it was supposed to go, and it feels so unfair. Holding you all in my thoughts.



  31. chicklet on May 25, 2009 at 3:21 pm

    Ugh, that just sucks. I don’t get why this isn’t happening for you guys. Fuck.



  32. Cindy on May 25, 2009 at 3:26 pm

    More tears. And another FUCK.
    Crying for all of you.
    I’m so sorry this all sucks.



  33. Jendeis on May 25, 2009 at 3:43 pm

    I’m so sorry sweetie. My heart aches for all of you.



  34. a on May 25, 2009 at 3:48 pm

    I’m so sorry



  35. Nishkanu on May 25, 2009 at 3:55 pm

    I am so sad and sorry for you guys. Thinking of you.



  36. whitney on May 25, 2009 at 4:38 pm

    nothing else to say but sorry, it really sucks, crap and damn. im sure this doesnt help but i would be nore than happy to carry a pound of pain that you guys are having right now. again sucking the duck.



  37. Kristin on May 25, 2009 at 4:47 pm

    Damn damn damn…this is not fucking fair! Oh man, my heart is just breaking for you guys.



  38. tree town gal on May 25, 2009 at 4:50 pm

    i can’t believe it. :_{



  39. Megan on May 25, 2009 at 4:56 pm

    I’m so sorry.



  40. Heather R. on May 25, 2009 at 5:01 pm

    I’ve been sitting here for an hour trying to find the words that will not come. I am so sorry.
    To the bloggers visiting Moxie. Please give her, Chance, and Apollo an extra long squeeze for us.



  41. Shawna on May 25, 2009 at 5:31 pm

    There are just no words at all to describe this.
    Sending hugs to you.
    Shit.



  42. mrs spock on May 25, 2009 at 5:58 pm

    Sending out a collective “Oh Shit” for you, Chance, and Apollo.



  43. coffeegrl on May 25, 2009 at 6:32 pm

    I’m so very, very sorry. What shit news. I’ll be thinking of all of you. I wish, wish, wish that we all could give you one big hug. This just sucks.



  44. Kathy on May 25, 2009 at 6:35 pm

    Oh no, I am sooooo sorry Moxie, Frank, Chance and Apollo. Holding you all close in my thoughts and prayers. (((HUGS)))



  45. WhichBox on May 25, 2009 at 7:54 pm

    shit



  46. Danielle on May 25, 2009 at 8:11 pm

    No no no no! OMG Moxie, Chance and Apollo, I am SO sorry! Holding you all so closet o my heart and sending you so many hugs and love.



  47. Jess on May 25, 2009 at 8:17 pm

    I am so sorry for all of you, this just entirely sucks *hugs* to you, Chance, and Apollo.



  48. Bec on May 25, 2009 at 8:28 pm

    Moxie, Chance, and Apollo,
    I’m so, so, so, so, so sorry to hear this news. As always, I, too, will continue to keep you all in my thoughts, prayers, and heart in the days ahead. Love you, Moxiemie.



  49. JessPond on May 25, 2009 at 8:38 pm

    Oh Moxie, Chance, and Apollo…I’m so sorry. 🙁



  50. Carrie Holmquist on May 25, 2009 at 8:58 pm

    Next weekend we have a date to get you trashed beyond recognition.



  51. JuliaKB on May 25, 2009 at 9:34 pm

    I am just flattened by this. All I feel is this huge cloud of pain around Chance and Apollo. And so much sadness for them and for you. And all I want to keep saying is FUCK and SORRY.



  52. girlh on May 25, 2009 at 10:16 pm

    i can’t find words. anything that comes out just sounds not, enough.
    i am shaking my fist at the Universe right now.
    sending lots of love and strength your way for the four of you.



  53. Onemorelittleone on May 25, 2009 at 10:55 pm

    Just so sorry!!! Thoughts and warm wishes to you, Chance and apollo.
    ICLW



  54. Lassie on May 25, 2009 at 10:57 pm

    I just can’t describe how gutted I felt when I read your post. This just F’ing sucks. F’ing sucks.



  55. Victoria on May 25, 2009 at 11:23 pm

    I’m so sorry Moxie. This really sucks. Sending you all {{HUGS}}



  56. Alexicographer on May 25, 2009 at 11:57 pm

    Oh no. I’m so, so sorry. For each and every one of you.



  57. Miss W on May 26, 2009 at 12:19 am

    Ugh. I am really sorry 🙁



  58. Michell on May 26, 2009 at 1:49 am

    Shit. I’m so sorry for all of you.



  59. Shelli on May 26, 2009 at 6:37 am

    Oh Moxie- I am so sorry.



  60. jill on May 26, 2009 at 8:44 am

    Ugh – I’m so sorry 🙁



  61. Jo on May 26, 2009 at 9:08 am

    FUCK.
    So not fair.



  62. Betty M on May 26, 2009 at 9:42 am

    I had been hoping for better news for you all. I’m so sorry.



  63. Barb on May 26, 2009 at 11:30 am

    I’m so sorry Moxie. 🙁



  64. annacyclopedia on May 26, 2009 at 11:43 am

    I’m so very, very sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you and Chance and Apollo.



  65. Birds and Squirrels on May 26, 2009 at 11:47 am

    Oh no no no. I’m so sorry.



  66. dawn on May 26, 2009 at 12:10 pm

    i am so sorry 🙁 will be thinking of all of you.



  67. Elizabeth on May 26, 2009 at 12:29 pm

    Oh no. Oh no, no, no. This is NOT how it is supposed to go. I am SO sorry.



  68. Michele on May 26, 2009 at 12:36 pm

    damn… i’m so sorry…



  69. Ms. J on May 26, 2009 at 12:53 pm

    I am crushed for all of you . . . Moxie, Frank, CHance, Apollo. All of you remain in my prayers.



  70. Rachel on May 26, 2009 at 1:24 pm

    I’m so sorry…I wish I could say something that would help. ((HUGS))



  71. Barefoot on May 26, 2009 at 2:30 pm

    So, so sorry.



  72. Nancy on May 26, 2009 at 3:12 pm

    oh no. My heart just dropped for you. I am so very very very sorry.



  73. Aurelia on May 26, 2009 at 3:55 pm

    I’m so very sorry, this is just the worst. Crap.



  74. Natalie on May 26, 2009 at 4:06 pm

    Fuck. I’m so sorry. 🙁



  75. Martha on May 26, 2009 at 5:04 pm

    Sorry, here from LFCA. ((Hugs))



  76. Mrs. Gamgee on May 26, 2009 at 6:34 pm

    I am so sorry.



  77. Elizabeth on May 26, 2009 at 8:13 pm

    So painful. I’m so sorry.



  78. Sarah, Goon Squad Sarah on May 26, 2009 at 9:49 pm

    I am so sorry.



  79. JJ on May 27, 2009 at 12:32 am

    Effin hell….Im so, so sorry Moxie.



  80. k77 on May 27, 2009 at 4:53 am

    Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fucking FUCK.



  81. Sara on May 27, 2009 at 10:17 am

    No no no no no no no no no no no!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Infertility SUCKS!!!!
    I’m so sorry for all of you. This just stinks.



  82. Baby Smiling In Back Seat on May 27, 2009 at 11:14 am

    Oh fuck fuck fuck. I am so sorry, for all of you. 🙁



  83. Lorza on May 27, 2009 at 11:21 am

    Moxie- I am so sorry. {{{HUGS}}}



  84. sarah on May 27, 2009 at 12:00 pm

    One day at a time. Breathe.



  85. theworms on May 27, 2009 at 6:28 pm

    I am so sorry. (((HUGS)))
    ICLW



  86. dragonflymama on May 27, 2009 at 7:40 pm

    i am so very sorry…



  87. Jennette on May 27, 2009 at 8:08 pm

    Oh no! I am so very sorry Moxie. My heart goes out to Chance and Apollo. Gosh how I hate IF, it’s so damn heartbreaking. You all are in my thoughts.



  88. PJ on May 27, 2009 at 9:40 pm

    Thinking of you…



  89. Alexicographer on May 27, 2009 at 9:47 pm

    Just came back to say I’m still thinking of all of you guys and to ask if/where we should send tequila.



  90. Jaymee on May 28, 2009 at 6:05 pm

    hugs, a million huge hugs!!!



  91. In Due Time on May 28, 2009 at 8:59 pm

    (((Hugs)))) I’m sorry. 🙁



  92. Sue on May 29, 2009 at 12:44 pm

    I”m so very sorry.



  93. Amanda on May 29, 2009 at 6:28 pm

    Fuckin a.
    I am so sorry.
    Can’t imagine the feelings y’all are going through right now.



  94. Heidi on June 1, 2009 at 1:39 pm

    I am so sorry. Love and hugs